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Lex ran faster and faster. The pain in his muscles bringing clarity to the turmoil taking over his mind. But... it wasn't enough. There was another pain, it was worse and it came from his heart. Was it possible to love someone so much that it hurt you to?
He had this weird feeling, like he wanted to cut his chest open, tear out his heart and give it to Jacqueline. But, hadn't he already done that, albeit in a lesser way? A way that allowed him to keep his heart in his body?
He sprang over a stump and completed his circle, making his way speedily back to Jacqueline. He noticed a pond nearby and jumped in, relishing the cool water on his hot muscles. He waded out and walked back, his wet hair plastered to his back.
A sweet voice met his tapered ears and he instantly recognised it as Jacquey's.
'Singing?' he whispered, 'I've never heard her sing before.' Lex briefly wondered where the tune was from and made his way over to where she was, up in the tree we he had previously been. Sitting down he shivered, maybe the lake wasn't such a good idea, although it beat being sweaty. He listened closely to his Love's voice and closed his eyes, smiling at life.
_________________ "I am Lex Crystalice, and I have a confession to make... will you hear me out, friends?
I am not so sure that this 'Lex' is who I truly am. The Lex that my Lover Jacqueline knows. I don't feel right when I am him... I feel like I'm living in a lie, living a fairytail to keep others happy. I believe I am truly Tiamant, Tiamant the Fallen - a name granted to me by Aldarick, my warlord. That is the other me, the one that I feel I should always be. He is... I am a war leader. A man with a heart of darkness and a soul made of pure power. I long to have my army marching behind me once more, to lead their dark souls into battle once more. To wield a sword, to see the fear of death flash in my enemy's eyes as I bring that blade of silver down. That is who I am, and I don't think I can change that. I have a heart of darkness and a soul of evil, pure power.
Please forgive me."
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